For example:
1) Some tiny little muscles at the side of my feet. Totally cramped
up.
2) Jerk muscles in between my ribs. WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU EVEN DOING
THERE?
3) I really should've eaten everything yesterday when I felt like it,
since now the muscles in my throat that are used for swallowing hurt
like a motherfucker.
4) My tongue. Yes, TONGUE. One big, aching son of a bitch of a
muscle.
Pardon my French, I'm grumpy.
In
addition to soreness in pretty much every single fucking part of my
body, which makes me feel like I've been wrestling a cave troll, I
keep falling asleep at the drop of a hat. Also a novel feeling. I
think I'm okayish when
it comes to my cognitive abilities, but I wouldn't want to try
remembering any dates or strings of numbers right now. I'm less foggy
than yesterday, but still not up to par. Well, that's ALSO a familiar
feeling, since depression itself messes up the memory and other
cognitive functions, so I'm definitely not worse than before the
treatment.
I'm still feeling hopeful, maybe jumpstarting my brain is exactly
what I needed.
